Good News!!!!!!!!!! Yeeeee Haaaww!!!!!!

My friend Andrew suggested "Public access Television" to help produce my show. Guess what? It's 5 blocks from my house. What a blessing!!!I love God! It is not far from my house. I feel so energized. I just need to keep rolling and believing that God will take care of all details. Andrew was so great... he helped me rethink my mission statement. I was so eager to sell my self short but he reminded me of my core values/mission statement and to build my new ideal around this ideal. I am so grateful for people to come into my life.

I realized too that I need to be a better friend. I need to more of an active participant in other people's live. I have been somewhat secluded for awhile. I hope God will break that spell.

Giving up is too easy....

Yesterday, I was so fruastrated with my vision statement. I had to take it back and revise, and rethink it. I wanted my business to get off the ground by now. It has been 1 year since conception and I was still stuck in start up activities. It was was hard to swallow that this is where I was. Back at the beginning . I had this great idea of having a online dating show. But the cost of producing it will be alot. I am dreaming of the "mansion on the hill" but I am present living in the 'shack' which is my current operating budget and must confirm/live within my dream. I believe it has the power to take off and do well.

God always humbles me to no end. It is fraustrating since I feel I have no one to talk to. However, I did find the business counselor very helpful. This blog is my only avenue to really vent. I feel no one understands me.

Well enough of the pity party. It is too easy to give up. I am not a quitter...bottom line. If I have to rethink my vision to succeed then I will do the hard work to do so.